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A Long, Overdue Explanation
2 min read
I suppose I owe an explanation as to why I haven't said a word in half a year.
I just don't belong here anymore.
I feel so estranged from the dA community. More than ever before. It was like one day every single conversation stopped and was never picked back up again. The drama that flared up finally took its toll and made me never want to come back. Even now I feel physically sick logging in, and it's been over a year since everything went wrong. I know that I had friends here. I had BEST friends here. I wish that all that's happened in the last couple of years didn't isolate me from you all, but it did.
All the gifts for your birthdays I missed. All the developments in your art styles I missed. All your tragedies and celebrations I missed.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
This account was my start as a writer and is now one of my greatest shames. No matter how I try to clean it up, I keep remembering the way that I used to be and the doors I opened for people to hurt me. I remember how I used to be and I wish with all my heart that I could just go back and erase everything. I wish my oldest friends didn't have to see me like that. I wish that I could start over and be a better friend and a better judge of character.
But you can't have everything you want, huh?
What I'm basically trying to say is... I'm inactive. I want to come back but I don't know how. I don't know if I'm at the point where it's worth it anymore. The account will stay and the art will be preserved. If you want to contact me at all, my Tumblr (decepticondanceparty) is always open.
I'm sorry.
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Deviantart Questionnaire
3 min read
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Art of my favorite characters, of course.
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Over 2 years.
2. What does your username mean?
It was inspired by Blitzwing's infamous "cha cha cha" line.
3. Describe yourself in three words.
Loyal, thoughtful, dreamer
4. Are you left or right handed?
Right-handed.
5. What was your first deviation?
I think it was a Minecraft story?
6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
I'm a writer. I write stories.
7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
I'd like any art style so I can DRAW. 
8. What was your first favourite?
Probably something of or !
or !9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Art of my favorite characters, of course. 10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Aww, don't make me choose... But if I HAD to pick some, they'd be:
, , , , , , , , and a bunch of others!11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
, , , , , ... well, all of my friends!12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
I've made so many great friends here who have changed my life.
13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
A... keyboard?
14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
Probably the shower. I come up with story ideas in there.
15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
So many... probably watching my favorite artists grow. So many of you have improved and evolved so much and I'm so proud of you.
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BLAH BLAH BLAH STOLEN RAGH 
You have to post these rules!!!!
2) Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3) Answer the 13 questions
4) Choose 13 people
5) You have to legitimately tag 13 people
6) You can't say "I don't do Tags."
7) Tag backs are allowed
8) YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9) You have to finish this within the week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to Art ,rp,etc.
10) Be creative with the title. No " Iv Got Tagged!" (N O)
11) Cussing Is Not Allowed. NO
LET'S DO THIS BECAUSE I AM ANGRY
13 Things About Me:
1. THIS JOURNAL JUST CRASHED AND IT TOOK ME 20 MINUTES AND I WASN'T EVEN DONE SO NOW I HAVE TO DO IT OVER AND I AM UPSET
2. I have Asperger's and am constantly learning new things about myself.
3. I LOVE PUDGY DUDES.
4. I am the most ticklish person ever please don't touch unless you ask
5. I LOVE FOOD SO MUCH
6. SCIENCE IS FUN
7. MARVEL VILLAINS ARE LIFE
8. I'm taken~
9. I'd love to meet a bunch of voice actors who changed my life!
10. ...if you say the word "tickle" I start giggling uncontrollably.
11. I LOVE MEMES
12. I love characters like family!
13. Rea isn't actually my real name. It's short for something else.
Questions:
1. What games do you play?
A bunch of them, notably LEGO Marvel Superheroes, Smash Bros, and AC:NL.
2. Favorite food?
PIZZA
3. Morning or night person?
4. Ponies?
...I don't wanna talk about it.
5. Are you capable of watching/playing horror?
Not really. (Disclaimer: I DON'T enjoy FNAF.)
6. How many fandoms are you in?
LET'S SEE THEN
1. Spectacular Spider-Man
2. Ultimate Spider-Man
3. Spider-Man the Animated Series
4. MCU
5. Disney
6. Transformers
7. Portal
8. Dreamworks
9. Kirby
10. Smash Bros.
11. AC:NL
12. LEGO
13. A BUNCH OF OTHERS OH GOD
7. Do you have any pets?
One kitty!
8. Tidy or messy room?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE
9. Stupidest thing you've done?
Put hand soap in the dishwasher...
10. What's the craziest thing you've done?
I dunno.
11. Do you/have you talked to yourself?
YES.
12.. How nerdy/geeky would you say you are?
SO NERDY IT HURTS.
13. Doctor....Who?
DOCTOR WHO CARES? BA DUM TSSsorry Dr. Who fans
I TAG NO ONE BECAUSE I CAN DO WHAT I WANT
You have to post these rules!!!!
2) Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3) Answer the 13 questions
5) You have to legitimately tag 13 people
6) You can't say "I don't do Tags."
7) Tag backs are allowed
8) YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9) You have to finish this within the week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to Art ,rp,etc.
10) Be creative with the title. No " Iv Got Tagged!" (N O)
11) Cussing Is Not Allowed.
LET'S DO THIS BECAUSE I AM ANGRY
13 Things About Me:
1. THIS JOURNAL JUST CRASHED AND IT TOOK ME 20 MINUTES AND I WASN'T EVEN DONE SO NOW I HAVE TO DO IT OVER AND I AM UPSET
2. I have Asperger's and am constantly learning new things about myself.
3. I LOVE PUDGY DUDES.
4. I am the most ticklish person ever please don't touch unless you ask
5. I LOVE FOOD SO MUCH
6. SCIENCE IS FUN
7. MARVEL VILLAINS ARE LIFE
8. I'm taken~
9. I'd love to meet a bunch of voice actors who changed my life!
10. ...if you say the word "tickle" I start giggling uncontrollably.
11. I LOVE MEMES
12. I love characters like family!
13. Rea isn't actually my real name. It's short for something else.
Questions:
1. What games do you play?
A bunch of them, notably LEGO Marvel Superheroes, Smash Bros, and AC:NL.
2. Favorite food?
PIZZA
3. Morning or night person?
4. Ponies?
...I don't wanna talk about it.
5. Are you capable of watching/playing horror?
Not really. (Disclaimer: I DON'T enjoy FNAF.)
6. How many fandoms are you in?
LET'S SEE THEN
1. Spectacular Spider-Man
2. Ultimate Spider-Man
3. Spider-Man the Animated Series
4. MCU
5. Disney
6. Transformers
7. Portal
8. Dreamworks
9. Kirby
10. Smash Bros.
11. AC:NL
12. LEGO
13. A BUNCH OF OTHERS OH GOD
7. Do you have any pets?
One kitty!
8. Tidy or messy room?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE
9. Stupidest thing you've done?
Put hand soap in the dishwasher...10. What's the craziest thing you've done?
I dunno.
11. Do you/have you talked to yourself?
YES.
12.. How nerdy/geeky would you say you are?
SO NERDY IT HURTS.
13. Doctor....Who?
DOCTOR WHO CARES? BA DUM TSS
I TAG NO ONE BECAUSE I CAN DO WHAT I WANT
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Tagged
4 min read
I was tagged by AngelicalSweetie so I guess I'll do this before moving more stuff to the new house. Oy.
001. Real name → Reagan
002. Nickname → Rea, ReaRea
003. Status → Happily taken.
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → I am an experience. (Female.)
006. Elementary → No.
007. Middle School → No.
008. High School → Hahaha. No. No personal info outta me.
009. Smart → I suppose?
010. Hair color → Blonde
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Usually quiet, but bring up my favorite things and that will change.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Noooope.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Again, taken.
018. Eat or Drink → Eat, baby.
019. Piercings → Ears.
020. Tattoos → Parents would kill me.
021. Favorite color → Decepticon purple, lavender, beige, black, all shades of blue
022. favorite animal→ Fox
---
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears.
024. First best friend → I don't want to talk about this one.
025. First award → A Honor Roll
026. First crush → Heheheh~ Let's say Spider-Man and leave it at that, okay?
027. First pet → A goldfish named Dorothy.
028. First big vacation → DisneyWorld!
030. First big birthday → Had a birthday at the beach once.
031. First kiss → After a homecoming dance. It was unexpected and quite... pleasant~.
---
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Just had ice cream.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to → Move more stuff to our new house.
053. Listening to → "Los Amantes" from this Spanish guitar CD I bought at an aquarium for some reason.
054. Plans for today → Move more things and try to make it into the house by Sunday night.
055. Waiting for → The sweet embrace of death. (In all seriousness, I'm waiting to move in)
---
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → HAHAHAHAHA NO.
059. Want to get married? → Sure!
060. Careers in mind → Chemical engineering, or perhaps any field in science, really.
---
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY [answer this according to yourself]
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → >w> Well, I can say nice stomach, but nothing here says it has to be toned~
074. Sensitive or loud → Err, sensitive?
075. Hook-up or relationship -> Relationship. I refuse to be anyone's fling.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Either. I'm flexible. >w>
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HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. Ran away from home → Considered it...
084. Broken someones heart → I don't want to talk about it.
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes...
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Maybe one day.
090. Miracles → Yes.
091. Love at first sight → I fell in love with Doctor Octopus at first sight; does that count?
092. Heaven or reincarnation → Heaven.
093. Santa Claus ? → I used to.
094. Sex on the first date → *LAUGHS ASEXUALLY*
095. Kiss on the first date → NO NO NO.
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. Badly.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ...No. Not now. But I'll get there eventually. I hope.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
---
100. Tagging the following people
Eh, anyone who wants to, I suppose!
001. Real name → Reagan
002. Nickname → Rea, ReaRea
003. Status → Happily taken.
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → I am an experience. (Female.)
006. Elementary → No.
007. Middle School → No.
008. High School → Hahaha. No. No personal info outta me.
009. Smart → I suppose?
010. Hair color → Blonde
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Usually quiet, but bring up my favorite things and that will change.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Noooope.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Again, taken.
018. Eat or Drink → Eat, baby.
019. Piercings → Ears.
020. Tattoos → Parents would kill me.
021. Favorite color → Decepticon purple, lavender, beige, black, all shades of blue
022. favorite animal→ Fox
---
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears.
024. First best friend → I don't want to talk about this one.
025. First award → A Honor Roll
026. First crush → Heheheh~ Let's say Spider-Man and leave it at that, okay?
027. First pet → A goldfish named Dorothy.
028. First big vacation → DisneyWorld!
030. First big birthday → Had a birthday at the beach once.
031. First kiss → After a homecoming dance. It was unexpected and quite... pleasant~.
---
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Just had ice cream.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to → Move more stuff to our new house.
053. Listening to → "Los Amantes" from this Spanish guitar CD I bought at an aquarium for some reason.
054. Plans for today → Move more things and try to make it into the house by Sunday night.
055. Waiting for → The sweet embrace of death. (In all seriousness, I'm waiting to move in)
---
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → HAHAHAHAHA NO.
059. Want to get married? → Sure!
060. Careers in mind → Chemical engineering, or perhaps any field in science, really.
---
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY [answer this according to yourself]
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → >w> Well, I can say nice stomach, but nothing here says it has to be toned~
074. Sensitive or loud → Err, sensitive?
075. Hook-up or relationship -> Relationship. I refuse to be anyone's fling.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Either. I'm flexible. >w>
---
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. Ran away from home → Considered it...
084. Broken someones heart → I don't want to talk about it.
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes...
---
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Maybe one day.
090. Miracles → Yes.
091. Love at first sight → I fell in love with Doctor Octopus at first sight; does that count?
092. Heaven or reincarnation → Heaven.
093. Santa Claus ? → I used to.
094. Sex on the first date → *LAUGHS ASEXUALLY*
095. Kiss on the first date → NO NO NO.
---
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. Badly.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ...No. Not now. But I'll get there eventually. I hope.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
---
100. Tagging the following people
Eh, anyone who wants to, I suppose!
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Cray Cray
1 min read
Life gets really hectic when you're moving to another place, my gosh. I should be in the new house within another week, but it can't come soon enough.
That would explain my slowness on my accounts lately. This moving thing really takes it out of you.
That would explain my slowness on my accounts lately. This moving thing really takes it out of you.
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