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I suppose things have calmed down enough on my end. I apologize for leaving you all in the dark. I'll just cut right to the chase.
In the period of the last two weeks, I've had three panic attacks, and cried almost every day. My mental health was deteriorating before my eyes. There was too much potential for drama here, so I didn't want to face it until I had calmed down and had a voice of reason in my head again. I won't go into detail, but I don't want any of you to worry. I am not hurt, and I am fine now.
I apologize... a lot of you need me sometimes. I'm sorry that I couldn't be there properly for the ones who needed me most. I just needed a break before something really bad happened to my head.
My mind is stabilized for the time being, and whatever madness has gone on has resolved itself. I will return to my activity here, and get to some overdue replies and favorites.
I'm very sorry, everybody. Really, I am.
In the period of the last two weeks, I've had three panic attacks, and cried almost every day. My mental health was deteriorating before my eyes. There was too much potential for drama here, so I didn't want to face it until I had calmed down and had a voice of reason in my head again. I won't go into detail, but I don't want any of you to worry. I am not hurt, and I am fine now.
I apologize... a lot of you need me sometimes. I'm sorry that I couldn't be there properly for the ones who needed me most. I just needed a break before something really bad happened to my head.
My mind is stabilized for the time being, and whatever madness has gone on has resolved itself. I will return to my activity here, and get to some overdue replies and favorites.
I'm very sorry, everybody. Really, I am.
A Long, Overdue Explanation
I suppose I owe an explanation as to why I haven't said a word in half a year.
I just don't belong here anymore.
I feel so estranged from the dA community. More than ever before. It was like one day every single conversation stopped and was never picked back up again. The drama that flared up finally took its toll and made me never want to come back. Even now I feel physically sick logging in, and it's been over a year since everything went wrong. I know that I had friends here. I had BEST friends here. I wish that all that's happened in the last couple of years didn't isolate me from you all, but it did.
All the gifts for your birthdays I
Deviantart Questionnaire
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Over 2 years.
2. What does your username mean?
It was inspired by Blitzwing's infamous "cha cha cha" line.
3. Describe yourself in three words.
Loyal, thoughtful, dreamer
4. Are you left or right handed?
Right-handed.
5. What was your first deviation?
I think it was a Minecraft story?
6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
I'm a writer. I write stories.
7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
I'd like any art style so I can DRAW. ~otlplz (https://www.deviantart.com/otlplz)
8. What was your first favourite?
Probably something of :iconBlitzwingKisses: or :iconVeloceryx:!
9. W
THE JOURNAL CRASHED SO I HAD TO DO IT OVER AAAARGH
BLAH BLAH BLAH STOLEN RAGH !Veloceryx (https://www.deviantart.com/veloceryx) :iconrageguyplz:
You have to post these rules!!!!
2) Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3) Answer the 13 questions
4) Choose 13 people
5) You have to legitimately tag 13 people
6) You can't say "I don't do Tags."
7) Tag backs are allowed
8) YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9) You have to finish this within the week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to Art ,rp,etc.
10) Be creative with the title. No " Iv Got Tagged!" (N O)
11) Cussing Is Not Allowed. NO
LET'S DO THIS BECAUSE I AM ANGRY
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Tagged
I was tagged by AngelicalSweetie (https://www.deviantart.com/angelicalsweetie) so I guess I'll do this before moving more stuff to the new house. Oy.
001. Real name → Reagan
002. Nickname → Rea, ReaRea
003. Status → Happily taken.
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → I am an experience. (Female.)
006. Elementary → No.
007. Middle School → No.
008. High School → Hahaha. No. No personal info outta me.
009. Smart → I suppose?
010. Hair color → Blonde
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Usually quiet, but bring up my favorite things and that will change.
013. Sweats or Jeans U
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