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Yeah... I definitely haven't been around, have I?
I guess it's time for me to start confessing.
(Warning, longish journal ahead.)
Things on my end have gone really downhill since October.
Some drama taking place here made me want to leave for a little while and keep to Tumblr. I won't go into details, but even though it's been a few months since it all happened, I'm still really hurt and it's tough coming back to this account and having to remember it all. It brings back bad memories.
School hasn't been very kind, either. I get bogged down with more work in a weekend than I did last year in an entire week. I don't have time to alternate between dA and Tumblr like I used to do. So, I chose one over the other.
If I have to be really honest with myself, too... This website has been on the decline since last summer. It doesn't feel the same way here that it used to, if that makes any sense. It's too silent. Friends who usually keep up with me aren't really active anymore, and the ones that are still close have moved with me to Tumblr. I can't explain it. The atmosphere there just feels so much... kinder? Mature?
I have wanted to come back so badly. There are still wonderful people here that I love and I am so sorry for being such a poor friend and not staying in contact like I should. I try to log in and message them, but I get too afraid to and end up not doing it. I love you all very much, and you don't deserve to stay in the dark about me. I'm sorry.
TL;DR: I suck at keeping in contact and being a consistent presence because of life and mental stuff, and I'm sorry. I want to try to start uploading things again and being active like I used to. But... I guess that will depend.
Thanks for reading, if you did.
I guess it's time for me to start confessing.
(Warning, longish journal ahead.)
Things on my end have gone really downhill since October.
Some drama taking place here made me want to leave for a little while and keep to Tumblr. I won't go into details, but even though it's been a few months since it all happened, I'm still really hurt and it's tough coming back to this account and having to remember it all. It brings back bad memories.
School hasn't been very kind, either. I get bogged down with more work in a weekend than I did last year in an entire week. I don't have time to alternate between dA and Tumblr like I used to do. So, I chose one over the other.
If I have to be really honest with myself, too... This website has been on the decline since last summer. It doesn't feel the same way here that it used to, if that makes any sense. It's too silent. Friends who usually keep up with me aren't really active anymore, and the ones that are still close have moved with me to Tumblr. I can't explain it. The atmosphere there just feels so much... kinder? Mature?
I have wanted to come back so badly. There are still wonderful people here that I love and I am so sorry for being such a poor friend and not staying in contact like I should. I try to log in and message them, but I get too afraid to and end up not doing it. I love you all very much, and you don't deserve to stay in the dark about me. I'm sorry.
TL;DR: I suck at keeping in contact and being a consistent presence because of life and mental stuff, and I'm sorry. I want to try to start uploading things again and being active like I used to. But... I guess that will depend.
Thanks for reading, if you did.
A Long, Overdue Explanation
I suppose I owe an explanation as to why I haven't said a word in half a year.
I just don't belong here anymore.
I feel so estranged from the dA community. More than ever before. It was like one day every single conversation stopped and was never picked back up again. The drama that flared up finally took its toll and made me never want to come back. Even now I feel physically sick logging in, and it's been over a year since everything went wrong. I know that I had friends here. I had BEST friends here. I wish that all that's happened in the last couple of years didn't isolate me from you all, but it did.
All the gifts for your birthdays I
Deviantart Questionnaire
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Over 2 years.
2. What does your username mean?
It was inspired by Blitzwing's infamous "cha cha cha" line.
3. Describe yourself in three words.
Loyal, thoughtful, dreamer
4. Are you left or right handed?
Right-handed.
5. What was your first deviation?
I think it was a Minecraft story?
6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
I'm a writer. I write stories.
7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
I'd like any art style so I can DRAW. ~otlplz (https://www.deviantart.com/otlplz)
8. What was your first favourite?
Probably something of :iconBlitzwingKisses: or :iconVeloceryx:!
9. W
THE JOURNAL CRASHED SO I HAD TO DO IT OVER AAAARGH
BLAH BLAH BLAH STOLEN RAGH !Veloceryx (https://www.deviantart.com/veloceryx) :iconrageguyplz:
You have to post these rules!!!!
2) Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3) Answer the 13 questions
4) Choose 13 people
5) You have to legitimately tag 13 people
6) You can't say "I don't do Tags."
7) Tag backs are allowed
8) YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9) You have to finish this within the week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to Art ,rp,etc.
10) Be creative with the title. No " Iv Got Tagged!" (N O)
11) Cussing Is Not Allowed. NO
LET'S DO THIS BECAUSE I AM ANGRY
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Tagged
I was tagged by AngelicalSweetie (https://www.deviantart.com/angelicalsweetie) so I guess I'll do this before moving more stuff to the new house. Oy.
001. Real name → Reagan
002. Nickname → Rea, ReaRea
003. Status → Happily taken.
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → I am an experience. (Female.)
006. Elementary → No.
007. Middle School → No.
008. High School → Hahaha. No. No personal info outta me.
009. Smart → I suppose?
010. Hair color → Blonde
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Usually quiet, but bring up my favorite things and that will change.
013. Sweats or Jeans U
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